I never knew 'Love/Hate' until the day you killed yourself. Never in my life, have I been more conflicted by these emotions. I imagine a lot of life's circumstances will or can make you that way, but I believe suicide has special talents in doing so. The Hard Stuff - we had plenty of that a few months prior to him taking his own life. Super hard stuff. There were countless fights and so many harsh words exchanged; harsh enough to call them unforgivable. They were words that will singe on your heart forever. Unfortunately, they came from both of us. There was a lot of silence as well. Silence that was cold and hard; silence where there should have been communication. There were accusat
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