I never knew 'Love/Hate' until the day you killed yourself. Never in my life, have I been more conflicted by these emotions. I imagine a lot of life's circumstances will or can make you that way, but I believe suicide has special talents in doing so. The Hard Stuff - we had plenty of that a few months prior to him taking his own life.  Super hard stuff.  There were countless fights and so many harsh words exchanged; harsh enough to call them unforgivable.  They were words tha