I feel a change coming and I can't help but wonder, is it the new year or is it the fact I'll be turning THIRTY this year? I'm turning 30 on June 13th, 2013. Thirty years old in 2013, geeze-us where has time gone? Wasn't it just 1999/2000 like two years ago? I was a sophmore in high school, celebrating the new year with my older brother, boozing it up with high school seniors. I was way cool, obvs. Okay so that topic can get me way off track, let's try and keep this a one-topic post.
So, yeah, the change. I feel it but what is IT? Is it me? Is the new year going to make me a new person? If you've personally known me for a long time, you know I'm kinda a rule follower. At times I've been a stick in the mud. I'm a homebody. I'm a church go-er. I hate change. I hate to ruffle feathers. (so I know this totally goes against the fact I just told you I was boozing at age 15...but disregard that, I know how to have fun, I just usually stayed out of "trouble.")
While there isn't anything wrong with who I am now and while I will probably continue to be all these things, I feel like I'm about to change, or "add" to myself, if you will. There's nothing wrong with that, right? I'm entitled to some change, I can be allowed to broaden my horizen, yes? Yes.
Okay, I'm glad we got that out of the way. I feel tons better. I start changing today at 4:30 with a new hair color. See how exciting my life is? I'm clearly stepping way out of my box.